not afraid to walk this world alone

(took the pic from the website)




so on tuesday i attended my chemical romance's secret gig in munich (backstage).





IT WAS HELLA AWESOME





i mean, i was already excited because i could FINALLY see mychem live but... wooow. i didn't expect to be it like that. so i met my sis at 7 and we directly went to backstage. while standing outside at another entrance (my sister was on
the guest list) we got lighters from myspace :D soo cool! and i took a lot of flyers with me haha





anyways they started the show at 9.20 (i guess) with their new song 'na na na' SO AWESOME DUDE!!!!



ray wore a football shirt of germany!!!!! and gerard's micro was colored in black, red and gold! i know that a lot of ppl dislike his new red hair, but i kinda don't... XD i mean sure usually it looks kinda ridiculous but it suits him <3>< his face was really bony und his legs very thin... he didn't look healthy at all, more like a corpse. :/ but gerard's pants on the other hand looked like they were a biiit too tight XDD frank looked 'normal' after what i saw. well, i mainly saw gerard and ray (because i stood in front of him) so i can't say for sure xD the sound was kinda strange; the instruments were - esp in the beginning - louder than gerard's singing! that pretty sucked, but they got it under control after a few songs (and i have to admit that the fans were pretty loud too *caughs* LOL)

haha and they were like "we finally can be there and this is so fuckin exciting"; "we're so happy about this gig" and stuff so i hope they'll come again :D i really really do hope they come again because now i know that mychem cons are FUCKIN AWESOME!


let's see if i remember the setlist correctly:





na na na, dead


planetary (but i think it was some kind of remix?)


i'm not okay


welcome to the black parade (i think it was after this song when gerard asked "so where the hell's the fuckin beer?")


mama


helena


the best of you


famous last words (this song gave me more courage, but more later)


another new song (but i forgot the title <_<")


i don't love you


sleep


and in the encore the end.





it's possible that i forgot a few songs^^" he also told all the boys to take off their shirts and swing them "over their fuckin heads" and i went like "ZOMG *drools*" because there were so many hotties haha XDDD

so anyways, when they performed famous last words and gerard sang "I'm not afraid to walk this world alone" i knew that i could give a fuck on those ppl at home who try to take me down because a) they're just bored and retarded idiots, b) i have sth worth living for and THEY DON'T and c) i'm simply better in anything i do than they are MUHAHAHA

megalomania LOL

oh and after the concert they gave out posters and stickers, i took some/a lot home XDDDDD
so i had a lot of fun and i'm a) definitely gonna buy danger days and b) i'm so lookin forward to their next concert!

so there has a lot been going lately. i have stress with my best friend because she's behaving like a really really cheap bitch and doesn't listen to what i say. and i also started dating a guy (since two-three weeks) i met at a party. he's really awesome (doesn't drink and smoke) and we talk for hours. and he really understands me. but i'm not quite sure if i want sth like a relationship right now. actually i don't XD but maybe he just needs to convince me for my luck or so i dunno??? jessy said it would be good for me if i tried it out, so i'm doing that. on sunday we're going out for dinner at a chinese restaurant. anyways i'll think about if i need this right now or if it's better to go single paths again. there hasn't changed anything actually, just that i'm spending more time with some ppl from school. now that we know each other better we come along pretty well. i even started meeting felix LOLOL

so i dunno if anyone reads this but i'm also gonna post this at lj xD

stay tuned~